In a recent thread that was created some serious points about my character and overall attitude towards this community were brought up, I'd like to address these issues in this post. I joined this community almost a year ago now looking to play the game I have enjoyed for so many years, I automatically started helping people like I always did, made some good friends, which I still talk to most today. Forward about 3 months and something happened in my life that only a few people know about and I would rather not make it public, just know it was painful, rough and overall a shitty time in my life, this lasted from March till August. I lashed out at family, friends and this community, no one deserved it. It was a hard 4 months and still is but I'm tired of hurting, offending and just being shitty to people, I want to change and fix that as that is not the person I am. There are some people I would like to personally apologize too MinhChu I have just been really shitty to you for no reason at all, I've basically taken all my frustration and anger out on you and I'm sorry for that. dejavu2001 Toruqe, I have never had anything against you and I want you to know that whatever I said to you, I hope you didn't take it personally as it was never meant to be personal, just jabs that looking back went too far. wazzeh I know you won't see this, I just want to say I'm sorry, I never meant to be a reason you quit, I honestly miss you in game and would love to see you return [CM]BlackOrigin And [GM]Shinnen I know I've given you a hard time and I'm sorry for that, I just hated seeing a game I've played since release die and die again with each publisher repeating the same mistakes, I know you two are trying and I understand that I'm sorry for my overall shitty attitude and I hope all the best for you in the new year. And for the rest of this community, I'm sorry for my shitty attitude and aggressive behavior, I couldn't take my frustrations out on the people who caused them so I took it out on you. I used to be known as a person who was helpful and kind and I stopped being that person, and I'm sorry for that. I will no longer be hostile, I will no longer attack anyone and try to silence others by Trolling or Bullying them off the forums. I really am sorry for my actions and I hope 2018 will be better.